wow. my first blog...never thought i'd start one. i should tell nat. yea she might wanna read some. but i might not let her. hang on gotta fb text...
back. wow that took like two seconds. well really i wanted to start this blog so i can write stuff down. so my nosie brother and kay cant see bcuz there might be some serious crap in here that i wont want anyone else to see. here it goes...
i hate being a girl....there i said it....its true and i dont know whats wrong with me but i just dont like being one. id rather be a guy. not that i dig chicks or anything i just think it would be hot to be a gay guy. see why i'd rather have a private blog? also matt is driving me crazy. i like him alot. a LOT. almost too much. its killing me. seriously my life sucks. today kay was telling me about this crazy movie she wants to see about this guy who got stuck under a rock and had to cut of his arm to save himself. frankly id just kill myself because i have nothing going for me in this thing called a life that i have. which is to say it sucks. but i mean all i ever do is try to change myself or do things to impress other people who prolly dont give a damn.
i just found out ppl are gonna see this...woww...you ppl prolly think im sum nutcase from hell. haha i guess thats funny. but i am serious about the whole boy-girl sitiation... *sigh* i guess i'll go. if you want to leave comments like your lame and no wonder nobody loves you go ahead it will just put the cherry on the bad cake called my life..signing off...bridget
